Not such a good weekAuthor: jawapro
Date: Thu 11/11/2010 08:21 AM
Well, this week’s sucked.
Last week, the police pulled the body of one of my mates from the Trevallyn Lake. They identified him on the weekend.
Karsten, you’ll be missed mate.
I hadn’t seem him much in years, but you have to wonder if more of us who’d thought of ourselves as his friends had kept in contact, maybe he wouldn’t have killed himself. Tom was the only one who really kept in contact with him, so he’s feeling pretty devastated.
Spent the weekend doing family things, trying to take my mind off it - it helped. Coming back home, I thought that my friends up here could help too - we’d been planning an upcoming 4x4 trip, and what better to take my mind off things?
Well - that would have been the case, but that 4x4 trip we’d been planning, well - they went and did that on the weekend while I wasn’t here. It was half my idea, and I didn’t even warrant an invitation. It’s finally dawning on me that they keep scheduling the trips when I’m away because at least some of my friends prefer it that way.
So that pissed me off - as you can imagine. And things went downhill from there.
I’ve been feeling sick too. I can’t sleep, can’t eat - I haven’t had a proper meal since Sunday lunchtime. There’s no point forcing yourself to eat food you can’t stomache when you’re just going to puke it back up. Guess it’s saving money though. Oh, and there’s something wrong with my leg, but I’ve got no idea what that is.
I got a pay increase at work, so a nice little extra into my bank. That means I’m only going to be about $400 in the red this month. How many bills is it possible to get in a single month? I’ve been living frelling cheaply too, and I still can’t keep up.
I’m dead tired, but I can’t sleep. That’s going to make me useless at work, and I’m already having enough trouble staying civil.
So basically, life’s sucked this week.
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